love wins

Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

i have only one phrase to say of now:

the devil sure acts fast

Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

i really love yesterday alot!! somehow, God really made a way..

went for support in the afternoon, really enjoyed the fellowship there.. though abit L.C. but at least it was nice.. hahahas. there were twelve of us eating at the table and was joking that this is the last supper like what jesus did before he went to the cross.. then we were saying about gg over the jurong west and all..

then i rushed off, doing something almost impossible done! i felt really happy. though its not a job done with excellence because i really do not have the time. i thank God for a sister in chorus board! she helped me print the calender that cat wants it by yesterday when she pass it to me on friday! i was like... one day to get a calender done and photocopied.. i was damm tired on friday because of the whole week was just hectic and slept early.. so i only manage to get the calender done at the chorus board room at 4pm!! i am also grateful to han xian for coming down to expo just to help me take my calender to tampines and get it photocopied and rush back to church to pass it to me!! i am really really grateful! no one in the right mind would have done it without any benefits!! thanks thanks thanks!

then it was service! its fantastic!! reuben morgan is great! i really heart the last song he sang, mighty to save.. i will always remember how i will always listen to this song when i am really down, upset or tired.. cos i know my saviour is mighty to save!! pst tan is simply awesome too!! he preached about dreams.. really made me commit myself back to the altar again.. really reminded me of the dreams i have and what i can do in Christ!! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

fellowship was one normal talking and chatting at 85.. laughing at what we were sharing and all.. and of course ordered my combo A(prok porridge+ice lemon tea) but this time, two cups of lemon tea.. hahahs. i am really crazy in love with that lemon tea.. sorry if you think i am a freak.. the best part of gg to 85 is that, MY SISTER WAS THERE. so she drove me home.. had a really awesome talk with her on the short ride home.. talked about church stuff and how the shift to jurongwest really made me realised how long has the church been stagnent already.. its been so long since we saw a different move of God.. the shift to jurong west may be sad as alot of people will be leaving but i believe its for the better for the church and ourselves individually..

came home, my SFE is finally home after a week of disappearance.. hahahas. she got bitten by a dog!! ahhahas. she is damm stupid lah.. she didnt dare to throw a cloth at the dog when it charged at her cos she scared the dog will suffocate and die.. goodness!! that girl is funny lah.. then as her faithful sister.. i have to help her make potato salad.. hahahahs.. anyway, i was thinking, i think i have a secret forte in cooking.. hahahahas. sorry to self praise but i cant help it.. hahahas. i made a cake for han xian's 21st.. i only know how to make one type of cake.. that is cheesecake.. the really simple and plan type.. but he said, his mum ate it, she said that it is really nice!! with the correct amount of sweetness and all.. hahahs. i was like.. "ARE YOU SURE?!??!" i baked that in a rush! hahahas. its not the first time someone said about that cheesecake.. so maybe i have a secret talent that i have yet to release!! hahahas.

i need to bathe now and get to orchard..

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

wow.. today is prolly the only day i get to be at home and just do my random stuff.. i am still pondering whether should i meet keith tml.. but i really wanna watch the game plan.. the WHOLE world seems to have caught it except me, this pathetic loser..

last two days has been work work and more work.. damm tiring. esp this one-two months. cos ALOT of people are travelling and they come into the shop like herds and flocks.. i hardly have anytime to breathe or read my book.. talking about books, note to self:finish 360 degree leader by thurs.. i even worked OT on tues.. ok.. my OT is not really OT.. but usually, we would leave the shop by 945pm.. but i went off at 1010pm yesterday.. and when i left my workplace yesterday, i felt damm mean and bad.. because i kinda rejected this customer when he asked whether can we open for another 10 mins to let him buy his stuff though we are already closed.. that effendi lah! told me say not to let the customer in.. i felt really bad.. he felt bad too.. irritating.. but that effendi got his "retribution" for being mean.. kenneth got his closing report done wrongly at marina square.. thus, he got to go over to marina after settling suntec.. hahahs.. i got my "retribution" too.. I LEFT MY CHARGER AT SUNTEC.. damm.. now i rationing my handphone batt..

so.. thats all about work.. now it comes to school.. time flies.. and i mean it.. in another 3 more weeks, i am gg to have my mid semester test.. tp has a great timing for mid sem test.. apparently, i will be missing camp breakaway due to this.. damm sad can.. talking abt mid sem test, i really have to start studying and do my projects on sunday.. thats my plan! sunday, i will be rotting at starbucks and study ALL my subjects and do projects..

ok.. my life sounds really boring.. yup.. this is yanbing's mundane life.. hahahs. no lah.. not that sad.. this is just PART of my life.. can you imagine how busy i am! hahahas.

Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

i broke something today.. it dropped unto the floor and it broke into three pieces.. i dont know why.. but i am kinda upset over it.. the thing is not something that cost 1k or whatsoever.. but.. i am upset.. :((

should we ever try to mend things that are broken in our lives??

for me, i cant confidently say that yes we should.. to only some stuff, i would.. but to some other, hmm.. i would need to think twice..

why??

because while i pick up the broken pieces, i might get myself cut.. which i am not willing to pay the price of pain for whatever i am trying to salvage..

thus, to some, i rather it be broken..

Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

i am so so excited!!

i dont know why.. but i have this uncontainable faith that seems to be exploding in my spirit.. i sense this stirring of faith and after praying like i had conquered the whole world, WOW.. it feels awesome! i believe its the working of the spirit man..

ever since i gotten to know what daddy above was trying to tell me since last week, i nearly couldnt get to sleep for the whole entire night! i was up awake, excited excited excited. i saw this vision that i never once dare to dream or visualized.. not once dare to think that i can.. but i saw it! clear as any atom thing that moves on this earth! i was like.. God, can i really?? i like it!

6 more weeks to the end of the year.. daddy above was also telling me.. it doesnt matter how u have started.. it doesnt matter what you went through and did in 2007, the only thing that matter is how you end it! its time to arise! its time to go forward once again!

dad, thanks alot! bing loves you much much.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

ok.. its been really long since i had a decent post up on my blog..

major changes that took place in my life:
1) i cut my hair short! oh yes.. the like OMG OMG OMG at first.. but.. many people commented that is nice.. so i shall take comfort in that.. the greatest compliement i received so far is when cat while giving debrief on sat suddenly stopped her debrief and said that i look really pretty and when she saw me, she was thinking, "who is this pretty girl in my cg?? i thought you came to the wrong cg" hahahas. cute

but the greastest thing about my haircut is that it cost only 25 dollars. call it blessing.. the haitstylist was really nice to me! i like him! i went to cut it at colorbar at siglap.. gene is my hairstylist.. hahas. he is so cute lah.. when his friend was asking him does he want anything from 7 eleven, he turned to me and asked, "do you want anything? i treat you.." hahas. i was like.. *surprised* but i declined.. hahahs. he even called/msged my sister(because its my sis's hairstylist) a few days later to check with her whether am i happy with my hairstyle! so cute right.. hahahas. i like! and why is my haircut so cheap at a good salon like colorbar.. is also him giving my discount.. hahas. while i was cutting my hair, this thought came across my mind.. what is it like if i have a hairstylist as my boyfriend?? so cool! i can change my hairstyle everyday and save alot of $$.. cool isnt it? hahahs

2) han xian went to army.. ahahahs this isnt really about my life lah.. but still.. hahahs. hey bro, if u r reading this, i just want to tell you, i can sense something different in my life after u left. cos i realised i have one less number to call when i am stuck, down and upset.. hahahas. i also have one less person to kill my time with.. hahahs. i miss gg down b bakery! i miss having free food! hahahas. anyway, jia you for your army!

3) i have ALOT of things to do.

Friday, November 09, 2007 @ 9:47 PM

God, i am too afraid.

fear has overwhelmed me till i am left speechless, strength-less.

can i pls.....

Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 4:39 PM

i thank God for creating painkillers that saved my day.

i was paralysed since morning and i didnt do anything fruitful today except lying down on bed and kept tossing and turning around... it was so painful.. i managed to fall asleep somehow.. and that was my only break from the pain..

so yesterday was arise and build! i pledged the highest amount so far in my whole entire 17 years of my life.. it a huge amount! at least to me.. but i am happy and truely honoured that i am given this chance to build God his house. yep. honoured. some people may think its so stupid of me to me giving so much to the church. but they wont get it. because if God himself really wants a house, he could have get it done himself. he could have just snap a finger and get it done. why did he even bother to get me to do it? why did he even bother to get city harvest to do it? it is because he wants us to experience him! he wants us to be able to participate with what he is doing. its like God becoming your project mate.. which is like having the top student in the school to do project with you. you know that u will surely get a Z result.

so anyway, i am looking forward to the next 6 months! i wonder what miracles will he happening. excited excited.

this week, i am gg to be diligent! no no. i meant from this week ONWARDS, i will be damm diligent. i will do all my tutorials and even self reading up. becos i have a vision.. which i told my sister abt it! she really encouraged me to go do it! i really feel that i can! i will pray extra hard! thats my secret weapon to everything.

making a difference. one by one Lord. i will be your shamgar. he is audacious. he trust and obey. he is prayerful.